what a storm! a shit storm! not really. i start work on my favorite holdiay, April 1st and i can't wait. i've been waiting too long-in limbo not knowing what was going to happen. the farm is mountain bounty and it should be bitchin! a positive i hope in what has seemed to be an incessent racket of change and giving up and sickness and instability. i've been lonely. confused. sad. it's good though, i'm learning a life lesson or whatever.
yesterday-my sunday ("funday" as we used to call it) marked the equinox and though i didn't want to be alone i tried to make the best of it and ended up really enjoying myself! it was rainy and windy and a bit cold but i wanted to go on a hike so i drove down the pretty, windy road wondering if i was going to run out of gas to my beautiful destination. all of the wildflowers have just started to bloom and i was in for a really wonderful moment of peace, quiet, and reflection. i needed that! so i got lost on the way back but found gas in time and even a weird little "cafe" to eat weird food in. i love the adventures in life and though i always prefer to share them, i think it was a good time to be okay with being alone. i mean really alone, i didn't even have my bella!
spring is comin though and all the hard shit of winter will soon pass, melt away. i look forward to more peaceful moments and getting really buff arms again.